Tasha silvia poems

If i could take away all the pain i have  I would navigate to all the joyful planes..  Go beyond a glance of how things are done  How anxieties are killed, how worry is nursed How happiness is aadministered   I would like to dwell in the paths that lead to life's rebirth  Am crawling in my fears   Caught up in a place i know not where   Am craving for a reverse in the way things happened when my heart had a copyright....i miss them...   Someone, somewhere, something Is dividing my heart's chambers Completely tearing me apart Lamentation is my only anthem now I am a mass under water Slowly drawing closer to death's embrace everyday......i need help...

We often look for God in the wrong places We look for him from a far At times we imagine him to appear to us through a burning bush like Moses But he always first resides in you So before you stretch your eyes over the hills....search yourself first Because life does not live in you then who does?? Where are you hoping to find him The presence is aways first felt...dwells within Then you carry his presence to whereveryou go Thats him being omnipresent   But having shut our ears towards him We can nolonger recognize that still small voice that keeps on whispering We are busy living Chaotic lives forgetting that our God is a God of Order... we have fallen deeper in love with the stranger's voice Ignoring the fact that it knows nothing about God's purpose for our lives We have handed our ears to people and things that have no idea on heaven's mind for your life Then as a concerned parent God asks you "My son if it's not me who has your ears the Who?"...rememb...

 Dear future husband, The life that you wish to have with me ain'tgonna be easy. I am soaked in my past traumars and pain. You will find out that it is why i beastly guide guide my heart. I settle not for the kind of man that will let me watch him crumble my feelings and dreams to pieces...No...No....atleast No woman with hope settles for that. From there i want to straighten somethings.... So dear Future Advocate,  I stand up for what is mine. I have knowledge on what a Queen ought to receive from their King. I am a woman who knows my place...i have been brought up right..A woman who clearly knows the actual purpose of her lips. The day Our paths will meet, rest assured that all sorts of unkown curses will have to pave way for the blessings i walk in with.  So my future Guide, I have learnt.... I am still learning..learning...to say No to all whoever will camouflage in your likeness, To model myself in the version that suites you..i have come to realize that all this i c...

 Promises not to leave me Promises to fix your  Eyes on only me Promise to love me  Even when life is tearing us apart Do you remember? Politics are governing relationships Who eats the biggest Share of the love cake? Hey! Wake up!  My heart limps Its all getting done Atleast rush for the leftovers  Go fight for your love back Love has become a hustle A pull and push game A cat chase rat affair Selfish desires have wrapped it all up How will i benefit? Is the only question asked Understanding and rationalism Have all been brought to rui Don't let me down You'll be breaking my heart I whisper to your deaf ear The ecclesiastical songs  Are my daily alarms I don't care  Is the only attitude  I receive from you. 

 How dare you!  Take me for a fool. Make my life transparent  Now the whole world  Knows who i am. You betrayed me My brainns always racing Can't hide the real me any longer You tresspassed into the roots Of my dear heart. There you have resided enternally I shouldn't have trusted you. Life is really meaningless  My emotions all engulfed By the chains of your sarcastic love What is it? What did i rob from you? Was it your peace? Or  Was it your wealth? Hurriedly the two hearts connected  Worthlessly they departed Daily respect became occassional Variegated bruises around my body Of skeletal slaps. How dare you! Take me for lust Rather than real love How i wish i knew Why didn't you abandon me  To the aimless men of the world? I saw great optimism and extreme focus  Embedded in you. Now i know, i judged not the roots of the heart that had to provide water To the other parts of the heart. Now i know. But its too late.